Join me on June 10th - I'll be speaking about Feng Shui to Increase Visibility!
I remember a time in my life when I avoided the lime light. The following story is a very raw moment and something I've never shared publicly before. Yet, I felt someone, somewhere needed to hear this to see what's possible. I have come a long way and obviously don't shy away from the lime light now or from speaking my truth, but it wasn't always this
way...
Feeling Like A Dunce
All that’s missing is the dunce hat. I’m sitting in the corner of a windowless, semi-dark room on a black plastic chair. I feel small, like an elementary school child. They made me take off my nametag and sweatshirt and all 5 foot 2 inches of me is shivering like I’m in a meat locker. I’ve been sitting
here for over two hours. I had volunteered to go first in the connection exercise. However, they didn’t feel I was ready to connect so here I sit, anger boiling up inside with each passing minute.
My butt hurts from sitting on the hard chair. My narrowed eyes are shooting daggers at the counselors; my stomach is in knots, my jaw clenched. The long day is nearly done and I realize there is no time left for me. I will have to wait until tomorrow to do the
exercise.
A couple of the women in our group had tried to talk to me in my isolation. I was too angry to listen. Now, the laughter and cheers from the group echoes across the room as they celebrate their day’s accomplishments. I ignore them and focus on a half dead fly buzzing in a circle on the bare floor near
my tennis clad feet.
It was June 2003 and I was attending a workshop in California, intended to give me an opportunity to “learn and grow” and tap into my true self. It was not an easy thing to look so closely at where I was in my life.
“I feel like a coil, a knotted rubber band, a glass about to break,” I admitted to the group. “I’ve become an expert at fooling myself and others into thinking that my life is not that bad when the truth is I’m miserable.”
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I was not visible in my life then because I was not showing up fully for myself, being truthful about how I was feeling.
Being visible does require vulnerability.
What I discovered, though, is that when you share from your heart, even while being vulnerable, it allows others to be vulnerable and share from their heart. This creates connection. And, it’s not just a surface connection, it is a deep soul connection!
In my interview by Cindy J Holbrook for the Rocking Your Online Visibiliy Summit, I share specific feng shui adjustments for increasing your visibility and opening up to the blessings that are waiting for you in virtual escrow. Join the Summit Here!
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